Thursday, February 24, 2011

Sunday, February 20

10AM- Light yogurt (Very Cherry) 6 oz.  and half of a Fudgesicle
Drove to church
12:15 PM- Broke my diet because I wanted to be social at church, so I ate lasagna and Caesar salad
 1:00 PM - Ate the other half of the Fudgesicle and then another one
Shoveled the snow off my boardwalk for about an hour

Saturday, February 19, 2011

Saturday, February 19th

10:15 AM - 6 oz. fat free yogurt (strawberry orange sunrise)
11:30 AM - fudgesicle & celery sticks with hummus
2:00 PM - Salad (spinach, feta chz, grilled chicken, basalmic vinegarette)
**I'm SOOOOO stuffed.   I actually had a hard time choking down the whole salad.    Despite that fact, I'm still going to find a way to let a delicious fudgesicle melt in my mouth and tickle my taste buds before sliding down my throat and finding room in my stomach.    Here I go.....to be bad and enjoy it!

Feb. 18th

7:30 AM - one strawberry and one lowfat yogurt (strawberry flavor) & gum
10:30 AM - lowfat yogurt (red raspberry flavor)
12:10 PM - 3 big slices of pizza   (It was pizza or nothing.   I was being bad since I'd already broken my diet the previous night.   I did NOT need the third piece!   I DID throw away some of the crust.)
***After my snowmachine ride back home, I needed to shovel my boardwalk, so that was my exercise!
WEIGHT at 6 PM - 189 pounds.
6:30 PM - 2 Fudgesicles
7:30 PM - 9 breaded cheese sticks
 I stayed up until about 11:30 talking with a friend that just got back into town.   We talked and talked and drank lots of water!

Feb. 17th

8:15 AM - light yogurt (strawberry & banana flavor)
10:30 AM - light yougurt (blackberry flavor) & one apple
12:15 PM - 6 inch Subway sandwich (bread turkey, Provolone chz, cucumbers, black olives, lettuce, tomatoes, and nustard)
2:30 PM - pear
6:30 - 7:30 PM - I went to a friend's house to hang out.  We ate dinner, had dessert, and played cards.    I didn't want to be rude, so I didn't mention my diet.   I figured, even if I broke it a bit, I could go back on it when I went back home, so I just enjoyed myself.   I had second helpings of white rice with Chinese casserole (cream of mushroom soup, chicken, celery, and crispy chow mein noodles on top).   Then I ate about 7 oatmeal, butterscotch cookies along with 2 scoops of vanila ice cream.   BAD, but YUMMY!

Tue. & Wed., Feb. 15th & 16th

8:30 AM - bowl of Fiber One cereal with 1% milk


I did a horrible job of writing down what I ate the rest of Tuesday and Wednesday, but I stayed on my diet and was consistent with my medicine, EXCEPT when I made a treat for a family that lost their daughter (I had to taste a tiny bit to see if it was okay.) and then I had a bit of caribou soup when I was visiting their house around 10PM on Wednesday.        I did not exercise.

Monday, February 14th

9AM - Fat free Light yougurt
10 AM - Fat free cottage cheese (8 oz)
1PM - 3/4 of an apple
1:50 - Benadryl for dizziness
4:30 - salad
*Went home around 5:30 b/c VERY sleepy.
7:00 - cauliflower & hummus
*Ended up watching TV and talking to my friend until 11PM, but sat in the recliner and then slept on couch in living room, so I didn't have to move much.

Sunday, February 13th

9:15 AM - Sudafed, nasal wash, & nasal steroids
9:30 AM - Omelet (eggs, chz, & turkey) and cauliflower topped with slightly melted cheddar cheese
10:45 AM - Too cold to go to church, so watched a movie.   My nose was hurting (pressure) on both sides, but if I pinched it, I'd feel relief.  Then when I got up from my recliner, my body felt really heavy.   (This is exactly how I felt last Sunday night and Monday morning when I had to call in sick from work due to severe dizziness.)
11:45 AM - Tummy gurgling AGAIN and pressure in right cheekbone under the right corner of my eye, near the temple.
2:30 PM - 3 strawberries
3:15 PM - Salad (spinach, feta chz, cauliflower, grilled chicken breast, & basalmic vinegarette)
3:30 PM - 2 fudgesicles
8:30 PM - Another salad (same type as lunch)
9:00 PM - 2 more fudgesicles & Sudafed
9:30 PM - nasal steroids

*I exercised today with my Leslie Sansone 3-Mile Walking Video, ending with bicycles for my abs.   I'd like to do this regularly, when I get to feeling better!

Saturday, February 12th

1:15 AM - Fudgesicle
1:30 AM - Uh, not feeling well....toilet trip   (Had similar issues earlier in the evening.   This is why I couldn't go to bed, so I stayed up and balanced my checkbook and did other work.)
2:30 AM- fried egg  (Had to try something to stop my tummy from gurgling.)
5:00 AM- Fudgesicle
9:30 AM- Sudafed & other meds before getting some sleep

2:30 PM- Omelet (eggs, cheddar chz, & turkey lunch meat)
3:30 PM - 2 fudgesicles
5:30 PM - Jello & one Laughing Cow cheese wedge  (Tummy gurgling again)
6:00 PM - a bowl of Fiber One cereal with 1% milk
7:30 PM - 1 fudgesicle
8:45 PM - yet another fudgesicle and my Sudafed and nasal steroids (nightly routine)

Feb. 11th

 9:00 AM- Jello
12:15 PM- once cheese stick
  3:00 PM - celery with hummus
  5:00 PM - 1 Fudgesicle
 6:00 PM - Salad (ham, turkey, cheddar cheese, olives, green peppers, no dressing)
 7:00 PM - 2 Fudgesicles
11:00 PM - 3 popsicles

*Took 12-hr Sudafed and nasal spray steroids twice today.  Also did nasal saline wash this morning.   Will continue this routine for 7 days.

Feb. 10th

1:30 PM - 1 Creamsicle and 1 Fudgesicle
7:00 PM - some salad
8:45 PM - 10 nuts
9:00 PM - 4 Fudgesicles
11:30 PM - fell asleep watching a movie

Tuesday, February 8, 2011

Measurements - 2/8/11


Here are my measurements (finally).   My friend helped me while I was wearing my cute, comfy purple dress.  

Bust - 44
Waist- 38
Hips - 46
Thigh- 27
Calf- 15.5
Upper arm- 13

Tuesday, February 8th

9AM - 1 zucchini fried in olive oil with ceddar cheese sprinkled on top
12:30 - Salad with chicken breast and basalmic vinegarette dressing
 1:00 PM- Sugar free jello
7:45- 16 oz. low fat (2%) cottage cheese

*minor headache this afternoon and evening

Monday, February 7, 2011

Monday, February 7th

Time to be honest.   Since I'm an emotional eater (normally) perhaps I'd better include some of my emotions.   
    After church, my friend and I were grocery shopping.   I started feeling dizzy.   Urgh.   Not again.   I know I just finished my antibiotics Thursday, but....  Well, maybe I could just be tired since I'd stayed up with 1AM both Friday and Saturday nights to watch movies.   Surely THAT was why I was dizzy.   (Later when watching the Superbowl, I was careful not to move my head quickly as I was still a tinge dizzy.  Even later than that, when I got up from my recliner to show a friend to the door, I told her my body felt heavy.   I found that odd.)

    Yesterday on the ride back from church, I don't know what triggered it, but my mind went back to some events that bring great sorrow.    I cried a bit, told myself I'm not that same person, and moved on.   At the Superbowl party, I teared up because that same issue came back to mind.   I drank some water and focused on the game.   Then at home last night, I finally let myself be sad and angry.   I SOBBED.   I haven't cried that hard in awhile.   I exhausted myself, so I ended up going to bed around 9:30.   (I was texting a friend for a bit, though, so probably didn't sleep until around 10.)

   I woke up on my own and felt completely wide awake, but when I looked at my watch and it said 4AM, I decided I would NOT get up.    I woke again at 6AM and laid in be until about 6:30, but could no longer stand it, so I got up to do some things around the house.   I felt like I'd had plenty of sleep.   Still I felt a bit odd; like maybe I was coming down with something.   Then after making 2 phone calls (to credit card companies to check on my recent transactions), I noticed my headache and that I was getting dizzy - FAST.    I texted a coworker that I'd need to lay down and didn't know when I'd be able to make it to work.   I took Sudafed and Ibuprofen.    I tried to do work, but couldn't because I was so dizzy.  I laid in bed for about 30 minutes and then texted that I was going to work!   Well, then I got out of bed and had to sit right back down.   Forget that idea!   URGH!     Long story short, I finally went to work around 12:30, and was still a little dizzy.  

   Around 3PM, my headache came back.   This is just like my pattern back in November and December!    I decided to call and try to make an appointment to be seen by the doctor again.  (Closed.  Left message.)      I don't think it's lack of sleep because I ended up sleeping from 9-10 AM this morning and then having cat naps until around 11.   Then this evening when I felt bad (my temp was 99.4), I laid down on the couch and slept for an hour.    I don't think it's my eyes since I wasn't on the computer alot today and my headache started first thing this morning and only came again when the medicines wore off.  Someone suggested stress.  Though my job IS VERY stressful, I'd been relaxing and watching lots of movies this weekend.    (Yes, I cried hard last night, but I wasn't thinking about that this morning.)   Who knows????


  OK....now that I'm done whining and trying to figure things out, let me go ahead and tell you all what I ate today:

I was going to have eggs for breakfast, but since I was feeling bad and fading fast, I quickly ATE (not slowly letting it melt in my mouth like normal) a Fudgesicle and went to bed.

Around 11AM,  I scrambled 2 eggs and forced myself to eat them.

Around 1PM, I was feeling hot, so I ate 2 Creamsicles.

At 8:30 PM, I ate a small bowl of Jello.

Now I'm going home to put in a movie and try to sleep.    If my headache is too bad to sleep, then I might have to give in to more medicine, but I really don't want to take it so often...   I'm not hungry and just don't care at all about eating today.

  Hope I feel better tomorrow.

Sunday, February 7th

9AM- Omelet (3 eggs, 2 slices of turkey lunch meat, and some cheddar cheese cooked with olive oil)    I was SO stuffed about halfway through the omelet that I didn't want to finish eating it, but I knew I'd be in church so would have no morning snack AND I didn't want to waste food.
1PM- Salad with iceburg lettuce, cucumbers, Provolone cheese, and oil

Sunday afternoon I went to a friend's house for a Superbowl party.  I had a bite of halibut, lots of sugar free Jello, and 2 Fudgesicles.

That evening, back at home, I sliced up and fried one zucchini, had a spinach salad with chicken breast and topped with basalmic vinegarette.   I finished my night with 1 Creamsicle and 1 Popsicle - both sugar-free, of course.


I notice that I don't really feel hungry often.   I don't have cravings.   Even though I WANT my sweet desserts, I don't crave them.   I could do without them, but I treat myself.    Nice feeling!

Saturday, February 5, 2011

Saturday, February 5

8:45AM- omelette (3 eggs, 3 slices of turkey lunch meat, & some cheddar cheese)
Noon - jello & water

It's 5PM now and I'm going home to eat and do dishes.   

Friday, February 4th

Breakfast - 2 chicken breasts
Snack- jello
Lunch- salad with chicken breast (instead of turkey)
Snack- jello
Watched a basketball game around 6PM - ate 2 cheese sticks & drank a bottle of water
Company over around 9PM- a few slices of cheddar cheese
Dessert- 1 fudgesicle

*Weight at 7:30 AM was 192 lbs.    WOW!

Thursday, February 3rd

Between 9-10 AM I was snacking on some cucumber slices and a large bowl of sugar free jello.

Lunch around 12:30 was 3 lettuce wraps with one slice of Provolone cheese and one slice of turkey lunch meat wrapped inside each piece of lettuce and then dipped in oil/vinegar dressing.    I followed it up with more sugar free jello.  Yum!

Dinner was around 7 PM and it was a salad with feta cheese and oil & vinegar dressing, followed by 4 Fudgesicles.

Wednesday, Feb. 2

Breakfast - 2% lowfat cottage cheese  (almost the entire small size container with salt and pepper)
Lunch- salad *
Dinner- salad *
Dessert- 5 Fudgesicles (Sugar free)


* My salads are a mixture of greens and then feta cheese and turkey lunch meat with oil & vinegar dressing.

Tuesday, February 1, 2011

Tuesday, February 1st

8 AM- 1/2 a cucumber, sliced, with hummus
10AM- a big bowl of sugar free Jello 
12:45PM- YUMMY salad  (mixed greens, 3 slices of turkey lunch meat, olive oil and vinegar, Mrs. Dash seasoning, feta cheese, and sliced almonds)  then a few spoonfuls of 2%milkfat cottage cheese w/salt & pepper
5PM- lots of broccoli and 3 stalks of celery with hummus (I finished off the 10 oz. container I'd opened this morning)

It's 7:30 and I'm leaving work, but taking work home with me.  (-sigh-)    I'm sure, with the almost overwhelmed mood I'm in, that I'm going to LET myself have about 4 or so Fudgesicles!   Emotional eating....Bring it on!!!       

(Here's how I'm justifying it.  This is Day 3 of the South Beach Diet and the book says I can eat as much as I want of any of the foods allowed in a certain phase and still be okay.   I'm sure the idea is that I can eat as much as I need to feel full....not to gorge myself on Fudgesicles, but as I've not completely read all the chapters, I'm going to run with this little loophole tonight!    I'm so bad.)